I won't let go

We are in the second week of the nystatin. This is removing all the overgrowth of yeast in Aidan's intestines and it is literally coming out of his pores. He has a rash on his face and isn't feeling himself, but that is to be expected since his body is detoxing all the yeast. While we have had a tough week, the most wonderful thing happen tonight. I was laying on the bean bag in the playroom watching Dora with Aidan. I closed my eyes for a moment to drift off asleep and I open them to see Aidan looking at me. He then proceeded to climb on me to cuddle and put his cheek next to mine. He layed with me for the rest of the show! He has never been that affectionate with me before, and he actually wanted to cuddle! I feel so happy.

There has been this Rascal Flatts song that is my song to Aidan. As I lay cuddling with Aidan these words of the song came to mind............."I will stand by you, I will help you through, when you've done all you can do and you can't cope, I will dry your eyes, I will fight your fight, I will hold you tight, and I won't let go.