Thursday, August 11, 2011

Detoxing the Hurt

We have had some conflict with certain family members in recent months over the situation with Aidan. After a weekend of arguments, Craig and I took Aidan swimming at my parent's pool. After swimming I set him in a pack n play for a moment while I went to go get him a change of clothes. When I returned, I noticed that he had pooped and was sitting in his own feces with out even noticing, let alone telling me. This made me cry. My son is 2 1/2! Then on Tuesday, Aidan probably had about 7 to 10 bowel movements and was just feeling terrible. The rash on his bottom from this had actually burned through his skin. I can't tell you how hard it is to watch my precious son going through this. I realized that Aidan is the one who is truly suffering here. Those who have hurt us or been against us with Aidan will no longer effect me. It is no longer about that, it is all about Aidan. I decided to detox the pain and hurt I have with others just as Aidan is detoxing all that is hurting his body and brain. We have come so far and even though these last few days have been a step back we are taking many more forward!

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